It is sad only because I hoped he had changed from the neglectful cheater he has always been. I have only myself to blame for allowing him back in when I knew better. At least I know I am forgiving. At least I know I have a strong ability to see the best in everyone. I survived better without him for a very long time. I was happier. I had more money to spend. I didn't feel used. I didn't feel anxious or angry or hopeless. Grant me the strength and focus to end this before it repeats all over again.
5:42 p.m. - 2013-02-09