I was stood up at pride for the 3rd year in a row but this time it's my fault because i gave one of those flakes a second chance because only 2 days before she said "it's destiny" and "it's meant to be." Uh huh.
But it's for the best because this girl ranted about how her ex girlfriend was raped more than once and she said "MAYBE SHE LIKED IT." To hear a woman say those words really saddened me. I tried to laugh but said 'I don't know, I've been grabbed and spanked for just trying to walk down the street' (4 times but I didn't tell her). "What were you wearing?" she asked. (Hmmm.) I told her the truth. I was wearing a hooded shapeless pillowy winter jacket that goes down to my knees. The kind that looks like a sleeping bag. And I didn't tell her this but when I was raped in my 20s I was very androgynous wearing a turtleneck and jeans and my hair was boy short and I didn't wear makeup, so... And I guess by her logic, children who are molested are asking for it too. * pardon while i vom *
Anyway I'm glad she flaked because I couldn't date someone who thinks rape is excusable for any reason. :( This goes for men and women both.
Last year I shrugged off being stood up and met up with friends and made new ones but this year I just stayed home and cried all day. I'm tired. This is no world for romantics or relationship-minded people like me. My friend tried to lure me out but I was an inconsolable ball of tears by then and she has a girlfriend to celebrate with so I just stayed home and cried and as I was falling asleep my ex texted that he's going to kill himself.
So yeah being single seems like the sane choice right now.
I hope everyone else had a fun pride though.
9:30 a.m. - 2019-06-30