You ever talk to a guy who is so bad at conversation that he legit just stares and blinks when you talk, even if you ask him a question to see if he's alive?
You ever marry someone like that?
I did. I married someone like that. I'm glad I don't have to deal with that weirdness every day anymore. He's probably autistic but was never diagnosed. Also when he did a dna test he found out his whole family are cousins...
Being a woman is great because you usually have all these skills and abilities but then you're constantly disappointed in men falling so far short from what society makes them out to be. God, Jesus, Buddha, princes is childhood stories, all the male authors and male bands and actors, males males males that we're spoon-fed our whole lives, and then we grow up and expect that men could, at least, perhaps, hold a conversation? Or clean. Or not rape ........
I genuinely believe if we returned to the Goddess religion of the ancients, relationships wouldn't suck so bad, and everyone wouldn't be so angry, and the earth would be respected more. We'd all grow up with a more realistic expectation of men as the little boys they are, so we wouldn't need to be constantly annoyed every time they don't live up to the hype.
I never feel lonely, except every time I talk to a man. Then I feel like my time would have been better spent talking to a literal wall. :/
This is probably why the first relationship I got into after leaving him was with someone who was very verbally abusive. I just really liked that he at least talked. LOL.
11:00 p.m. - 2020-04-19