I really wish I had a mom today. Really, really wish. It hits me every so often, like a truck, that she is out there somewhere, alone, maybe wishing she had me with her too, and I can't really do anything about it. I want to call her and cry together about it. But I can't. Her mailbox has been full since I last talked to her, last year. So much has happened since then. I hope she is okay.
I'm not feeling very lighthearted at the moment but I hope I do again soon.
7:27 p.m. - 2020-10-19