One thing that a little bit helps with my mood in these ... times ... is listening to happy music. Or at least, not unhappy music. Anything that makes me feel good for any reason in any genre.
I'm so all over the place with music. Lately I amuse myself by listening to Dionne Warwick's Deja Vu, since every day is basically Groundhog Day.
I need to try to exercise today even though I feel premenstrual and exhausted by the weight of the world. Trying not to be worried about the future, since it's equally possible things will improve in some ways.
It's new moon. I want to burn my good resin incense, but air quality being what it's been, that would probably be dumb. I should revel in this one goddamn clean aired day.
Funny I actually moved here partly for the good air quality. But so much has changed in the last 17 years and now we're surrounded by the fiery flames of Mother Earth trying to abort her human parasites.
I think I'll try to get lost in music or art today. I've been behind screens too much and I feel like I need to run to the nearest nature area and scream and yell and run and dig my hands into the soil and curse the existence of men. :)
3:43 p.m. - 2021-09-06