Still disappointed about not getting to experience a crumb of joy last night, and embarrassed that I had to cancel due to the wet blanket in my life. I still wish I hadn't brought him with me yesterday. Lesson learned.
I don't want to mope anymore though. The weather is too nice and the air too clear not to run outside and absorb the sun's love on my skin. I can't let myself get depressed. I'll find joy elsewhere. I'll just have to be a little creative for now.
Grateful that it's a new day. Grateful for health. Grateful for rest.
9:36 a.m. - 2021-09-20