A wise monk said not to toss glitter on a pile of dung.
But I'm grateful that I can now improvise along with a song on harp and sing with it at the same time.
Grateful I got to see the Avatar sequel on a projector, at home. And Carrie Pilby. Grateful they made me cry because I needed to get all that out.
My cat drove me crazy all day, and N drove me crazy with his OCD so I had to put my phone on airplane mode and take a second bath and swallow weed and nap and watch movies and make music to recenter myself.
I've been doing a cover of "To The Boys" by Molly Burch. I like how she challenges people telling her to be louder with: "Can you listen carefully?"
"I'm not a quiet singer
But I'm a quiet ducker
They tell me to be louder
No, I won't even bother
That's not my style
I don't need to scream to get my point across
I don't need to yell to know that I'm the boss
That is my choice
And this is my voice
You can tell that to the boys
Answer, answer, answer me
Can you listen carefully?
I'm not what you want me to be and I never will
I hope you're listening still
I'm a natural blusher
depending on the place
When you get me nervous
you can see it in my face
That's just my style
I don't need to scream to get my point across
I don't need to yell to know that I'm the boss
That is my choice
And this is my voice
You can tell that to the boys
Answer, answer, answer me
Can you listen carefully?
I'm not what you want me to be and I never will
I hope you're listening still."
sunday - 2023-06-18