Again I hesitate, I panic. His daughter is interested in Aztec civilizations! She is so beautiful. I am so troubled. How did someone like me end up like this? I thought these things didn't happen to smart girls! Everything I was raised to believe was a lie to make us feel safe.
I'm going to meet Bjork and Manu Chao there, among others. We'll all be basically camping together backstage for five days in the desert, swimming in each others' sweat. Cozy innit? I wonder if Bjork or Matthew Barney have ever had to deal with situations like the one I'm in? I have so much sympathy for Mayor Gavin Newsom. It would be great if being human wasn't seen as so terrible.
My friend is having an art show and she's asking me to find a dj because of the people I know. Like I can just call Bjork up, like 'hey, art show in San Francisco, wanna come?' Sometimes I think she's just using me because she thinks I'm good at networking. I'm not!
It's going to be hard to fling myself back into the fire. I hope I come back alive.
3:06 p.m. - 2007-04-06