It's over now. The pain is over. I don't have to stress anymore. I don't have to pretend anymore. I can just think of myself. I can see who I want. I can travel. My weekends are mine. I can be my age with others my age. I can be naked. I can be myself. I can not be made to feel ashamed for loving sex. The abuse is over. This is the only way it could have happened, because it was too hard to be the one to do it myself. May he not change his mind. May he not take me back, no matter what. May I love and respect myself completely from now on.
12:06 p.m. - 2012-04-22