Someone was playing harmonica outside all day long yesterday.
I stayed up late talking to my friend on the phone inventing ideas for terrible Ted Talks we could make about totally irrelevant topics like our cats.
I've been giving a lot of thought to pansexuality vs. bisexuality, and whether and how I fit into the spectrum. I wish I'd have explored all of this in greater depth a bit sooner, but I took the path of least resistance.
The more I think about it, the more certain I am about this identity. I've become bored and pickier about men, and cannot count the number of times I ignored my own crushes on women, either because I was in a relationship with a male, or I assumed she was straight. And of course there was that epic little makeout incident during tour!
I am going to research these topics and keep moving in this direction and see where it goes.
If I fall in love again, I want it to be a purely independent decision, uninfluenced by society, family, or irrational fears.
I sure as hell live in the best city to explore such concepts. Maybe that's why I was so strongly drawn here in the first place.
7:14 p.m. - 2012-05-02