And speaking of relationships, I can't shake my conflicted feelings about my new relationship. I could take it or leave it. I've never felt so neutral. He's very good to me, but I don't know if he can keep up with the good life I've built. He is already holding me down a bit socially, just slightly enough for me to want to cut him out. I keep trying to distance myself and take it slower but he is making my slow pace a bit difficult. How odd, because it was me that wanted him so badly in the beginning. I am hesitant and annoyed with a little fondness tossed in for maximum confusion.
2:39 p.m. - 2012-09-17