Reasons why I will not regret it if I never see my ex again:
1. I don't like being called a cunt. I deserve respect.
2. Emotional exhaustion.
3. I regret it every time we get together because I could have been having more fun with just about anyone who is more positive and enthusiastic.
4. His insecurity makes me feel ugly and sexually repressed.
5. The discomfort of his need for nights alone. I don't like having to beg.
6. Cheating, spitting, jumping out of moving vehicles, property damage, jail, verbal abuse, rehab, institutionalization. Really? Really?!
7. Financial burden. His own mother doesn't trust him.
8. Impulsive, temper, moody, selfish, ocd, untrusting, paranoid, negative influence, stress...
9. No matter WHAT happens, if we end up not together, it was simply not meant to be, and I will survive.
10. I don't have to be with him or see him in order to love him. I can love him from afar, in secret, or not at all.
His dick is okay. But no dick is worth all that. I've had better orgasms. Besides he snores. It is a dead end that interferes with my success and positive healthy vibe. I can't do it right now, and that is OKAY. This is my body and my life, not his, and I will do what I want, when I want, how I want.
2:37 a.m. - 2013-05-30