Calm today. Well, except that I keep picking at my lip, probably because I'm dreading Thanksgiving. I'll probably go though? Not sure. Haven't fully decided yet. I don't really have to, even though he'll make me feel like I have some sort of duty to attend, because oh no what if I spend the day alone. (I'd relish the alone time.) Of course he's a man so he won't understand that about me, but whatever.
I'll put the only meaningful tradition to good use with a gratitude list, since I've been so grumpy lately. Today I am grateful for:
1. the big breakfast I ate
2. that I finished making the tincture this morning
3. that my home is cleaner than usual
4:56 p.m. - 2019-11-27