Last night I cooked a week's worth of delicious food in advance. I used my favorite nostalgic recipes, the recipes I love but rarely make. I had the oven and the stove going simultaneously, enjoyed the process, and didn't fuck up a single thing. I'm a really good cook when I actually do it. Also, while I was cooking and cleaning and getting all the chores done, I completely forgot about pandemic for almost an entire day. Success!
Happy memories:
last night I dreamed of sexy cuddles with the sober addict. it was nice.
Today's affirmation:
FOCUS ON THE MOMENT
Today I will focus on shifting my pattern of:
lip picking
I am grateful for:
clean house, the food i cooked, pets, my makeshift balaklava/ninja mask and goggles, my long velvet robe
The person I am becoming will experience more:
inner peace, bountiful humor
I have an opportunity to be my future self today when I:
surrender to solitude
When I think about who I am becoming I feel:
courageous, that I've risen to the occasion, that I handle conflict gracefully. Really, really amazed and proud of myself for how I've completely turned my emotional state around since 2019. Divine timing! I'm so glad I did an intervention on myself when I did. I don't feel like I'll ever be going back to the way it was before.
8:16 a.m. - 2020-04-04