I dreamed I was in tribal Africa and the lands were being patrolled by small groups of tribal men who sang in beautifully organized harmonies as they walked. Their timing and pitch was perfect because they were so in tune with each other and routinely sang every day as they walked. It was beautiful and I felt safe like things were the way they should be.
I had sex and cuddled with the Alcoholic which helped me relax. He has a house in Mexico and said I could live there with him. He said I'm his other half and he won't go anywhere without me, so if I want to stay here, he'll stay here too. He surprised me by bringing ingredients for marzipan that I've been craving, and also brought me nice smelling hand sanitizer. We just chilled and joked around a few hours before he went to work. He has been mostly sober because of the situation, and it's nice.
I was so stressed the past week that my period started a second time. So, I should maybe try to not stress so much. I must remind myself that the confusion and uncertainty is temporary. All will make sense in the future when we have completed the shift we are currently in the middle of. It will work out in the end because it always does.
Happy memories:
tire swings
Today's affirmation:
Don't trip chocolate chip!
Today I will focus on shifting my pattern of:
stressing out so much
I am grateful for:
Noise canceling headphones on top of noise cancelling earbuds. Yes it really has been that loud here.
The person I am becoming will experience more:
inner peace, maturity, spiritual level awareness, the ability to let go of setbacks quickly
I accomplished:
calming the fuck down
I have an opportunity to be my future self today when I:
love myself by chilling and doing whatever feels good
When I think about who I am becoming I feel:
hopeful about the future
8:20 a.m. - 2020-06-10