Exhausting the way the days just... keep happening. My health has sucked since spring. I'm tired but optimistic. Grateful to be alive, to hear and appreciate music and see nature. Grateful for a soft bed and loads of plants and pets and books and foods. I don't know why I don't miss socializing. Maybe I do but just don't realize it? It's not like I wouldn't enjoy seeing friends. It'd be cool. I just don't really feel a need to. Or have the energy.
Today is music therapy day. I'm also going to make a bucket list because I don't want to completely rot. Some goals will be stupid easy indoor activities. Others will require getting outside and doing something just a little out of my comfort zone. (But covid-safe of course.)
I made a super delicious oat bake with every berry and almost no sugar.
That's it, I have nothing else.
2:21 p.m. - 2021-07-05