I get overly nervous when I can't remember my dreams because it's so unusual for me, and also because my dreams give me helpful insight and sometimes warnings. I've been completely sober for awhile now and have been pretty healthy so I'm not sure what changed. Maybe my life is so boring now that my dreams aren't interesting enough to remember.
I do remember parts of them the following night when I'm halfway asleep. I've asked around and no one else seems to experience this. But even if I can't remember a dream all day, within 20 minutes of laying down to sleep I'll suddenly remember everything. As if my brain picks up right where it left off the night before.
Dream intuition is a superpower of mine I guess so I feel like something is wrong without it. It's been like this a lot since the vaccine which is kind of weirding me out. But then, I also remember not dreaming for 6 months after doing mushrooms. Maybe my dreams will go back to normal in another few months.
What I do like, is that when my cycle finally came back, it came back on new moon. So I feel very in sync with nature, in that sense.
A guy friend I restricted from my ig account due to excessive messaging and mild passive aggressive harassment sent me a message saying he hasn't seen my posts in a long time and was worried if I'm okay. I don't want to respond because it might invite more unwanted correspondence, but he might contact our mutual friend who isn't restricted and then he'll know. I could unrestrict him, but it's been a relief not interacting with him and his little quips. Or block him, but his behavior wasn't that severe, just, annoying and a little stressful. Like low level bullying that he's probably not even aware he's doing. He's just a grumpy dude with no filter.
I don't even post opinions or politics. I have stripped down my posts to the bare minimum for over a year now, so I'm amazed if anyone even finds something to comment about. Like, it's just a photo of a goddamn sunset, or a wildflower with no commentary.. Yet some people will still find a way to be triggered by that? Some men really need therapy.
9:23 a.m. - 2021-07-29