My ex came with good snacks and helped me with all the things I needed help with so I'm feeling appreciative at the moment.
Even though I am in physical pain. But I'm trying not to think about that.
And my dad texted and surprised me by making some phone calls about the landfill that was standing in the way of me moving there. I can clearly see he really wants me to live there. I feel bad that my reply was so short because I'm suffering and it takes a million years to get one sentence out. BE GONE BOOB DEMONS!
Favorite memory right now that I wish I could re-live, is being at the El Aire Spa in Sevilla. It's in an ancient candlelit Moorish bathhouse with two very large spa-warm indoor pools, one with salt and one without, and a jacuzzi on the rooftop and live Andalusian music below, and tea and chocolate truffles, and a gentle massage by a beautiful Spanish woman. If I ever have another chance, I want to go there again.
5:51 p.m. - 2021-09-10