I feel so much better now, after spending an evening and a morning with R. No sex happened but I was held all night and was told I'm loved and always will be. I think that was exactly what I needed.
And, then I came home to a fridge full of cosco things because my ex is pretty cool to sneak that in there while he pet-sat. I am very tired and delirious so I will write more later.
2:38 p.m. - 2022-08-15