i've been waking up earlier, which feels divine.
i showed a couple people my friend's message from a couple weeks ago and they were more upset than me. N thinks maybe she liked me romantically, because she always forced me to walk with our arms around each other like a couple, and because of her tinder addiction, and constant horniness, among other clues i missed. welp, this is definitely the first and only time a friend got mad at me for texting "miss you."
but i handled it gracefully. i wish her happiness. i wish her relief from suffering. i carry no grudge.
i attended a live session with a meditation teacher who described the tension of current times and how everyone is hurting, but he said life is far more painful for the people who aren't doing the work.
i'm grateful for the journey.
i'm grateful for cleansing rain.
i'm grateful for unlimited meditation live sessions and group therapy in vr -- so cool.
i'm grateful N is coming to fix my broken window coverings.
i'm grateful for quiet contemplation and reflection.
i'm grateful for my patience and the patience of others.
i'm grateful to live in a world of infinite learning opportunities.
- 2023-02-27