I actually have a lot of respect for The Alcoholic today. He got a job working night shift in a freezing cold warehouse and a lot of people quit on the first day saying "fuck this place" but he didn't have a problem with it. I told him it's because his penis is bigger than everyone else, haha. (We compare dick size (me with my imaginary dick) as a joke about machismo.) Anyway I really respect that he doesn't bitch and moan about physical labor when everyone else does. He just does it. Like a real fucking man. I respect that.
I've been on the same vibe during quarantine. My attitude has been 'we don't have time to bitch and moan, we got shit to do, we gotta stay focused and stay alive.' Probably because my penis is so big. :D
Happy memories:
I actually prefer the present.
Today's affirmation:
I can do the work required to be happy and healthy.
Today I will focus on shifting my pattern of:
not doing things I enjoy, like creating or dance
I am grateful for:
the little things. My sunny windows. The metallic gold-blue-violet hues of the ceramic bowl I painted yesterday! I'm so happy with it. Music. My super adorable animals. Herbs. Food.
The person I am becoming will experience more:
upstanding people in my life
I accomplished:
I cooked more last night so I could sit on my ass and eat all day today. Preparedness!
I have an opportunity to be my future self today when I:
create and dance
When I think about who I am becoming I feel:
like my grandparents would be proud.
8:51 a.m. - 2020-05-25