I'll forgive myself for not doing as well as I'd like since the erratic Alcoholic passed through my life like a storm and left a big mess for me to clean up, literally and emotionally. And due to all the other things that are out of my control, which I won't dwell on today. Yes, life's unfair! Yes I'm angry and hurt! But it's a new day.
I am grateful for:
- safety away from all the lonely demanding men as long as pandemic persists
- zero expectations on me as long as pandemic lasts, or at least, far fewer than pre-covid
- my new wall mounted staghorn fern
- introversion
- the cat's morning kisses
- one delicious muffin left
- loud construction might be over soon? maybe in april? pretty please?
- i'll get to actually go outside and enjoy amazing weather this week!
- more amazing weather for months to come!!!
- nature!
8:04 a.m. - 2021-03-29