My husband threw me hard on the floor. That is the second time this month, and I am stunned. He was always quick to anger, but never like this. I am beginning to feel very stupid for staying, but he says I am not doing a good enough job of making him feel better after the loss of his dad, so I can't leave. The violence didn't start until his father's decline. Since his father's passing, he's out of control. I really, really wish his father was still alive. This is hardly the proper way to memorialize him.
6:42 p.m. - 2009-07-05