No ifs ands or buts, I said. Under no circumstances would I give up, I said, no matter how hard. He's not in the same frame of mind yet. I'm hitting a brick wall. But I'm stubborn. When I say something, I mean it. But I think I'm going to need to swallow some meds in order to survive this challenge. They said marriage would be hard. Well that day finally arrived. I'm well aware I'm a fool, But I refuse to change my mind. If I must suffer either way, let my downfall be my own stubbornness. Let them call me crazy. I'll figure something out, because I always do.
9:32 p.m. - 2009-09-09