a boy i adored a very, very long time ago, but who didn't date for some stupid reason, contacted me today, 15 years later, because he will be working near me. this is the only guy i have regrets about not being romantic with. we were perfect together, but i was young and didnt want a relationship at the time. well, it seems he is entering into my life again. i do hope i have a second chance if i find out he's still wonderful.
life is kind of exhausting right now other than that. i have to figure out how to fix that so i can let in more of the good stuff. of course this means i have to break up with someone who is just more trouble than he is worth. i love him but its just killing me and i need out in as painless a way as possible, preferably soon enough to enjoy the summer.
9:07 p.m. - 2015-05-21