ok. two people in ONE DAY abandon and forget about me? not just any two people, but my two closest people. my best friend and my lover.
both act like i'm important to them....half the time. why are all the people close to me so unreliable, or rather why are the people most important to me seeing me as so unimportant?
i don't even.....
two people? am i really that awful????
this happens like every week? no one says anything? it's always a surprise? can i get some kind of hint about how i can prevent this from happening other week other than having no one in my life at all???
i can't even tell you how my heart feels. i can't hardly tolerate this. BIG plans, completely forgotten about.
Then my lover, is too busy, says no to sex. My plans with my lover canceled because of my best friend?
???
I'm upset.
3:26 p.m. - 2019-08-13