furthermore,
of course at the same time your lover stutters about his plans today and vanishes, fuckboy responds in a snap.
i'm not stupid. i get what both of them are doing. i get that they are stupid. that's the part that depresses me. i can't get over how insanely stupid men are. even his cousin is considering leaving his beautiful wife and child. IF SHE WAS MY WIFE?!!!!!! OMG. I'd honor that woman. But you know, men have this weird way of having zero concept of real love, or respect, or in most cases, monogamy.
It's so disturbing when you realize how shitty every famous author treated his wife? Same with artists, and entrepreneurs, and sports heroes and... well gosh almost everyone. Really realizing how BADLY men treat us or view us.... the total disrespect. They treat us as enemies.
I don't know. I need to change everything about my life at the same time and I'm not really sure how to start when I'm at an all time low in motivation or hope. Everything seems to involve males. I'm too tired.
3:49 p.m. - 2019-08-13