I just heard a song from 15 years ago that made me unexpectedly cry because it reminded me of a time when I was so very in love, with the love of my life.
I'll do my part
not to break your heart,
and baby,
please don't break mine,
cause I adore
you and I know
for
sure.
I really did.
Everyone needs a good little cry now and then. It's better that I got it out now before 2020.
Even as others have come and gone, we still talk several days a week and I trust him with my life to this day. Even if things are not exactly what I pictured for us 15 years ago, I am so grateful I met someone like him in my lifetime. It's no fairy tale but he still brings me soup when I'm sick and he still puts up with my rants. So there's my gratitude for the day. I'm also grateful for feelings, even if they hurt a little sometimes. And grateful for music always. Music is an amazing time capsule.
As I end this entry, I hear the first fireworks already booming outside. Fireworks are dazzling punctuation.
5:00 p.m. - 2019-12-31