Happy memories:
Picnics by the lake with my friends, midnight candlelit poetry on the playground, solo drives and solo vacations in the forest, watching the eclipse on the other side of the world, walking alone in another hemisphere under fragrant trees hearing birds sing, watching movies in a pile of friends laughing and making up fake dialogues, circle dances with strangers and friends to my friend's bands, every jacuzzi ever, trick or treating and haunted houses, front row at radiohead circa 1997ish, that one time when primus invited me in their band room and taught me how to play poker because I was wandering around backstage, the after party in the empty lot with carnival parts and trash barrel bonfires, putting strange artsy makeup on friends in summer with dogs in our laps, bike rides through the hills, summer dinner outdoors, tea with lemon in nice dishes, adopting pets at the shelter and bringing them home for the first time, laughing till my face hurts, thunderstorms, the smell of old buildings, beautiful libraries, walking through a small town in portugal at sunset and finding an ancient temple to a goddess by accident and wanting to cry because all the birds were singing and music was everywhere and the sky was pink and it smelled like bakeries and sometimes like horses and everyone was just so wonderful. I could go on and on, it feels good to re-visit all these good memories.
Today's affirmation:
I am able to keep parasitic addicts out of my life as a form of self care.
Today I will focus on shifting my pattern of:
giving people repeated chances to disappoint me
I am grateful for:
my ability to heal myself, my intuition, my body
The person I am becoming will experience more:
health
I have an opportunity to be my future self today when I:
dance
When I think about who I am becoming I feel:
strong
10:19 a.m. - 2020-02-18