Apparently every man within an 80 mile radius got drunk together this weekend and decided to piss me off because the dude whose phone bill I paid LIED TO ME saying his phone died. (For 24 hours? I called. It wasn't dead.) But now it is! I canceled that shit. I also changed my netflix password, and blocked him.
He didn't even reply after he realized I caught him in a lie. He woke up way later than normal this morning so he's obviously hungover. These boys are SO inferior. I'm over it.
Exhale.
Happy memories:
that summer when I avoided men completely and had the best summer of my life having wild adventures and dancing with my female friends every weekend
Today's affirmation:
I AM NO ONE'S MOTHER AND I OWE MEN NOTHING.
Today I will focus on shifting my pattern of:
giving men any more chances, ever. it's never worth it.
I am grateful for:
not dealing with catcalling anymore.
The person I am becoming will experience more:
unshakeable inner peace
I have an opportunity to be my future self today when I:
just do me for a change. just me and myself. without worrying if the self destructive addicts in my life are okay. not my fucking problem anymore. and i'm going to try to forgive myself for spending $57 on a liar's phone bill.
When I think about who I am becoming I feel:
angry lol. but if i don't have this weighing me down anymore, i'll have a lot more energy for other things. i don't want to waste the rest of my precious life saving demanding needy men's asses. time to save ME.
1:34 p.m. - 2020-04-13