I went out for the first time in months and laid in the sun and let me tell you it was a religious experience. I laid there for hours soaking in the vitamin d, hearing birds, looking up at the flowers and bees and herbs growing around me. Heavenly.
Then made the unfortunate mistake of seeing an email notification. My male friend apparently had an urgent need to send an article about how his suburban county is superior to my urban county and that my mayor doesn't deserve the praise they've received because she got the idea from his mayor. Definitely not the time for pettiness. And yet again, I had the sense a man was trying to pick an argument with me!
The pandemic is really sorting out for me which of the people in my life to just avoid, versus who can really handle themselves maturely in times of crisis without turning their problems outward on others. So I'm grateful for that.
Happy memories:
everything about the sun and breeze and flowers today
Today's affirmation:
I won't let people's insecurities get to me
Today I will focus on shifting my pattern of:
taking other people's problems personally
I am grateful for:
this experience that allows me to see what I want for my life going forward.
The person I am becoming will experience more:
unshakeable inner peace
I have an opportunity to be my future self today when I:
keep my phone off and create in my own little bubble of happiness instead.
When I think about who I am becoming I feel:
freedom
7:23 p.m. - 2020-04-15