The Alcoholic is in the hospital. It might be the virus. We were together all of last week until two days ago. He just became sick a few hours ago. I feel fine, other than THE EXTREME WORRY. I just took my last edible which is for emergencies such as this. Now I just have to wait and pray to Goddess I don't get sick too. Fun.
Happy memories:
months ago when I was smarter than to risk my life for a boy
Today's affirmation:
Whatever will be, will be.
Today I will focus on shifting my pattern of:
worrying. can't do that right now.
I am grateful for:
the rosemary hair rinse I made, my homemade achiote lip balm, my new facewash method consisting of honey
The person I am becoming will experience more:
calm awareness of reality and ability to go directly through it and laugh, without fear
I accomplished:
meditated, journaled, am not sick (yet?)
I have an opportunity to be my future self today when I:
don't stress and stay healthy
When I think about who I am becoming I feel:
hopeful that I will survive.
6:44 p.m. - 2020-07-14