I am very tired. Noise canceling headphones on top of noise canceling headphones with soothing music on full volume in failing attempt to drown out noise of the Alcoholic who I allowed to live with me, I hope temporarily, because if I hadn't he'd have become homeless. It's not all terrible, in some ways it's nice, but today I am physically exhausted from sharing my small space and all the noise and cleaning that comes with sharing my home. He's trying very hard but regardless, it's a lot for this introvert. It hasn't even been a week yet. If this doesn't work, he'll have to leave the country and then I may never see him again, possibly ever, so I'd probably be sad, even if in some ways it would be for the best.
I'm so fucking tired. I'd give almost anything for several days of silence again.
8:27 p.m. - 2020-07-30