Feeling a little better now. The weed didn't help but the ashwagandha did. I also checked on him which made me feel a little better knowing he is alive. Tomorrow he says he will find some community-based help. I hope someone can provide a roof for at least few weeks. I really wish he had family or friends. Maybe this has potential to be a turning point for him. I'm not giving my hopes up, but who knows. I'm going to stay out of his way and see what he can do. He's still sober, so there's that.
I'm pretty tired and useless today. Maybe tomorrow I'll be more functional and less of a nervous wreck like I was for the past couple days. My hormones are aggravating me less today and the physical pain has mostly dissipated so I'm on an upward trajectory. Just need to put a little more effort in so I can do a little yoga and eat a little more and feel a little better.
Goodnight!
10:25 p.m. - 2020-08-26