8:23 am. Sirens. Read three instagram stories and put my phone down. Even the political memes and jokes aren't funny anymore, they're just sad. My male neighbor is talking very loudly like he always does day and night. Funny, he used to always come to my door blaming me for wild bird noises outside (he thought it was the sound of me having sex, lol), but he is the loud one. Construction continues. Helicopters continue...
I hate the sound of man made machines.
I have felt cranky for at least a month straight. I don't have anyone to turn to who isn't in the same useless state of mind, so today I will just focus on escaping into music. No people, no phone, no news or social media. Just going to completely tune out and give myself the mental vacation I deserve today.
8:23 a.m. - 2020-10-20