He called again tonight. Again we talked two hours, easy very honest conversation. The honesty put me at ease so I don't have to wonder if he slept with someone four months ago because he did, and he knows I did, and knowing makes me feel better. Like a lot better. He asked me questions too so we had a nice little back and forth honesty session and talked about responsible sex. We both agreed the honesty felt nice. And that talking was nice. I dunno. He makes me actually want sex. And it's nice talking to someone who is totally sober.
He does make me feel nice and it's a very welcome feeling to help cope with political and covid stress. He's likely to get into my pants if these nightly two hour phone calls continue.
I'll keep sleeping on it and paying close attention to my feelings on it.
11:41 p.m. - 2021-01-13