About the only human interaction I get now is with men who only talk about how much they want sex and how I should kiss their penis. Not the most compelling conversations.
I had bad dreams about the Alcoholic and anxiety for most of today, despite passionflower tea and weed. Yoga helped a little, meditation helped more. Then I read the news. Ha...
I'm on my second edible today. I think I'll feel better after I get over the hump of ovulation, and of course after Trump gets evicted.
I put on makeup today because I was going to do a cool creative timelapse thing but then anxiety took over, then weed, and by then I lost interest. So now I'm all sparkly with black lipstick for no reason. I guess I can glamorously facetime to make the most of this rare glamorous night but the menfolk are way too horny and have become annoying so I feel more keen on hiding away like the Phantom of the Opera than subjecting myself to more annoyance and draining male demands.
I can't wait until inauguration.
7:28 p.m. - 2021-01-16