If astrology means anything, things will supposedly be better by January 19, when all the retrogrades end. I'm just going to have "faith" that this will be the case so I don't give myself an aneurysm from the stress men put me through.
I told R I'm coming to visit in February after he gets his booster. He invited me to Thanksgiving. I said I'll wear my sexy hazmat suit. I guess I've given up on M already.
I've had a horrible day but it's almost over. If I could just receive some news on whether M is alive that'd be nice. If it turns out he's alive and just got into some drunk nonsense then I probably should just liberate myself from him. :( It'll be an opportunity to connect more with someone else for awhile. To have new conversations and different experiences. :(
I don't know what his deal is but this feels bad and I don't want any more things that feel bad please, thanks.
On January 19 I'll exit my cocoon and prepare for a social comeback. And by February I'll be vaccinated and ready to have more fun in life. It's a process. This limbo is temporary.
7:14 p.m. - 2021-11-16