He tried to call me three times a few hours ago so I called back. He wanted to come here but his speech was slurred so much it was hard to understand him. He said he only had one beer three hours ago, but he may have had drugs too. Didn't sound like one beer. He sounded weird. So I said no. He said he was walking around my block in circles for hours. I think I'll leave it alone and let him sort out his own shit. I don't feel comfortable having him in my home in his current state. I can't even take it personally because clearly he isn't capable of being a partner at all right now. All I can do is hope he stays safe out there and tend to my own wounds alone.
4:55 p.m. - 2022-02-15