My friend sounded sad that I declined her job offer for the millionth time, but the gig is so trivial to risk so much for and I don't want her money or superficial public praise. I want a friend, not another notch on my resume. I'm too tired right now to contribute meaningfully to anything.
I'm tired even though I'm sleeping fine. Existentially tired. Worn down from my dad's rage, then M's rage, then Putin's. Just this never ending carousel of people taking their anger out on everyone. I am beyond tired. Why does everyone else always seem so manically energetic? Is everyone on meth?
11:27 a.m. - 2022-03-04