Due to recent events, I have this new fear that if someone doesn't answer the phone it means they're dead. I called N twice, no answer. Unusual for him. Texted and the text didn't go through. Emailed. Panicked. He answered 10 minutes later, it was only a phone glitch. I cried upon confirming he's alive. Ugh, is this just how I am now? As if I needed to be more neurotic...
7:39 a.m. - 2022-11-06