Men have come and gone, relapsed and died, but my cat hasn't left my side for even a moment. When I cry she climbs onto my chest and aggressively rubs her face against mine, until I don't feel sad anymore. My cat is more emotionally advanced than the men I've known. She's barely letting me type this out right now, but I have to express gratitude for this wise empathic soul that exceeds men by far with the depths of her heart. That is why she gets to see me naked every day and gets to sleep with me every night! Animals know how to love.
I had to waste an hour of my life deleting all the bloody fight movies and war movies M put on my netflix list so I could find documentaries I saved. I had to do the same with oculus games. (What is his obsession with fighting?) I also had to deep clean everything. I still have a lot more work to do, in every sense of my life, but it's getting there, little by little...
6:11 p.m. - 2022-12-07