house is spotless. been eating my greens. less sugar, less sodium. no weed. taking my vitamins.
i've been listening to my body. i am realizing my power and strength of mind. honoring my intuition. i feel grateful, even though I haven't really been meditating as much lately, or doing gratitude lists as often. spring cleaning and nutrition are my priorities right now.
not bad at all considering my cycle arrives with the next new moon. i love being in sync with nature. i am a little tired though. i woke up at 6 am this morning for some reason.
while cleaning i found an old art journal i made at the height of despair around 2016. it was so depressing, and a little difficult to revisit. worse than any social media feed, and what's worse is no one knew i was sad. re-reading it left me with a strange lingering feeling for a few hours. i had to hide it in storage. i almost want to burn it. but i'll leave it for my future self to find, in case i ever need some perspective.
i feel so much better than i felt then.
tuesday - 2023-04-11