in our lifetime, we are drawn to a few people. of all the people in the world, we will only share love with a finite number of people. why are certain people drawn toward one another? why do we merge together into almost one being with specific people, and not all the others? why have we connected on the love level with the ones we have loved? not why as in "she had pretty hair" but why in a deeper sense. what more was there about us that resulted in the need to mesh so closely, even if only for awhile, to be as close as a conjoined soul as possible..
what are we? maybe we contain pieces of each other. and our spirits are fluid and changing and borrow the spirits of others and trade and swap, passing through each other like the mist or fog, carrying the remnants of us, stirring, mixing, blending, until finally we all become part of a giant web of love, of all the ones i've loved, of all the ones they've loved, of all the ones who loved us and the ones who loved them before that...
maybe i'm in a bit of a romantic mood.
1:15 a.m. - 2015-06-29