You're not as cute as you were. You're boring now. Maybe one day I'll forget how magical you were, and how you played into my perfect perverted sick fantasy. Using your intuition to be what you knew I craved. And that you managed to keep me there. Now that is really something. I want to be that to someone. (And I know I have been many times but I had the heart not to lead them on for more than a few dates.) Fuck I just realized he was trying to do the same to me. But I persisted in my subtle way, knowing how to hook him. "You're good," he said. Like he knew what I was trying to do. And without even having a conversation about it he gives an intuitively macho response. Thats some psychic thuggery! And yeah it was hot. It's odd knowing I could have had that but I deleted his number and haven't bothered to go where he'll be or knock on his door.
6:26 a.m. - 2018-02-03