He's still bugging the shit out of me but we created a daily schedule so that he can have a healthier routine and we can have more quiet time alone in separate areas of my tiny apartment. I still find him super annoying, like when I have to remind him to get off his ass so I can stick to my routine. But we're trying. I still can't wait until he leaves and I can have my own quiet sanctuary away from stagnant male energy again.
Happy memories:
i really enjoyed the first six months of quarantining in solitude. it was blissful.
Today's affirmation:
i can ask for as much quiet time as i need
Today I will focus on shifting my pattern of:
tolerating annoying behavior. (see above affirmation)
I am grateful for:
health, motivation, rest, tea, warmth, pets, yoga, meditation
The person I am becoming will experience more:
clearly spoken boundaries
I accomplished:
meditated, journaled, yoga
I have an opportunity to be my future self today when I:
choose to continue my routine as if he isn't here and be firm about my need to not be interrupted
When I think about who I am becoming I feel:
like its going to feel so good when I get to have another round of solitude. something to look forward to
6:10 p.m. - 2020-08-15