Second night this week waking myself up screaming. I know it's because the Alcoholic is here. I want my life back. But how do you tell someone their only options left are going back to their country or being homeless?
On the bright(?) side, I have discovered that a quick way to get people to stop pestering me with daily messages is simply to ask them for help with housing a would-be homeless person. They get quiet real fast. Funny how all my socially conscious activist friends on social media don't actually want to do something about things they act publicly concerned about when they actually have an opportunity to help. Funny.
Happy memories:
solitude
Today's affirmation:
i have sanctuary inside myself
Today I will focus on shifting my pattern of:
not clearly stating my needs. they need to be said, even if they're uncomfortable for someone to hear.
I am grateful for:
health, rest, meditation
The person I am becoming will experience more:
peace
I accomplished:
meditated, journaled, yoga
I have an opportunity to be my future self today when I:
state any and all solutions to make this easier
When I think about who I am becoming I feel:
like i can handle any problem with grace and class.
10:50 a.m. - 2020-08-17