I have a case of the ovulation day blahs. Stomach hurts. Tired. Didn't dance as well as yesterday. Construction noise. Etc.
It was hard to fall asleep last night because I was really feeling The Bartender and ovulation has me feeling VERY THIRSTY all of a sudden, for him specifically. He digs all my Goddess and feminist rants and fully supports it and replies quickly and always has something witty to say and I currently want to ride his beard into next wednesday and just, wow, this sudden lust is very springtime of me, and he wants me a lot, and not only physically, and it's actually frustrating me at the moment because covid and, and..... We're compatible and I could definitely see a potential healthy relationship with him, if I could stop being such a pussy about relationships and constantly trying to avoid men. Maybe he's different? Could be fun? Should I try? I know he wants that.
Or it could just be that I am ovulating.
12:27 p.m. - 2021-03-12