Glad I got out of my head and went outside yesterday. I sat on a rock by the bay and watched pelicans and egrets catch fish until the sun set behind a mountain. The water is so soothing. A warm breeze on one's leg hairs whilst running around in one's underwear by a body of water before sunset is the best feeling. Everyone should try it. Five stars.
I also meditated last night because the last couple days had felt weird and ovulation didn't help. I'd needed to grab a wine and get free in nature.
My ex took a hilarious video of me singing Nina Simone's Sinnerman to the rocks and the water in my undies like it was a show tune. I sang soulfully to a large boulder:
I said rock! Whassa matta with you-u-u rock? Dontcha see I need you rock?
Then I thought I was finished but I continued:
Lawd lawd! All on that day!
Just when I really thought I was done my little chicken legs spontaneously ran to the water and sang out:
SO I RUN TO THE RIVER! It was bleedin I run to the SEA! It was bleedin!-
*struggles to climb rock with butt cheeks hanging out*
Then stood atop the rock and sang to the water with my arms outstretched. Like a crazy person.
If I share this video online it'll cure me of having stalker problems ever again.
8:25 a.m. - 2021-10-03