I find myself feeling increasingly impatient toward my dad who refuses vaccine and has a different excuse each time I ask when he might try so that I don't have to spend so much money on covid test kits and stressing out each time he wants me to drive two hours so we can risk everyone's lives to eat dinner he volunteered his wife to cook for us.
I actually need to take a step back and analyze this again when I'm calmer because his ignorance and arrogance are really getting to me, and I agreed to see him tomorrow, and to be honest I am not sure I should. We have tiptoed around this for a long time now to cater to his irrational fear of ...whatever it is. I personally am beginning to suspect it's because he wants to keep his wife from working so she'll be trapped at home under his surveillance. He did that shit to my mom and it didn't end well for her. I don't want to harbor this resentment. I'm going to put this on pause.
3:10 p.m. - 2021-10-08